Natural Born Loser.
I will never win… I always always always have to fucking fight for everything I have ever wanted. I can appreciate that, but sometimes, fuck, I’d like a win. Natural Born Losers that come from nothing, get nothing. I just want a win, something that just makes my life, love, less stressful. I swing hard every fucking day, only to get pinned in the ear by an angry pitcher. I walk it off, but only to have that ringing in my ear remind me I didn’t win.
I can’t escape it, I try to mask it with false representation of where I came from, only to have the mask melt away in a second.
When will it be mine, when will it be my forever, when will it become my everything, when will it be over?? Happy Birthday to me.
Music up loud, self-loathing engaged, and this day can go fuck itself.
Natural Born Losers never win.